I am ready to start a life with somebody. 

I’m ready to be in a relationship with that one person I love dearly. 

I am ready to build a life together with them. 

I am ready for them to become a part of my family. 

I am ready to wake up every morning next to their always beautiful face, and fall asleep to the soft sound of their safe breathing. 

I am ready to look at homes, together. 

I am ready to plan the perfect wedding for us, with them by my side. 

I am ready to meet them down the middle at our perfect wedding with both our families becoming one. 

I am ready to paint a nursery with them for a new born. 

I am ready to begin my happy ending. 

I wasn’t ready for this heart break. 

I wasn’t ready to be disappointed in their decisions. 

I wasn’t ready to feel this pathetic void in my life. 

I was not ready to have my heart break with every beat. 

I wasn’t ready for them to run back to old habits. 

I wasn’t ready to be hurt by them, once again. 

I wasn’t ready for this. 
I was ready for what they were ready for when I wasn’t ready.

Hello reader.

My name is ____ ___ _____ and I am an Aphrodite for lost souls and broken hearts.

This is quite a bitter sweet power to be granted, and it’s not easy to obtain. Those who have been hurt by someone they supposedly love, or have a soul worth finding, are instantly attracted to me for the simple reason being I make them feel good again. There is a void in their hearts and once they come to encounter me, that void is instantly filled with warmth and an undeniable love. It makes the victims fall madly in love with me because of the fact that I can fill that emptiness in their hearts that they thrive to fill. Although I am not in love, nor like, with the victims, they believe I am and will do absolutely anything I so please just as long as being with me fills that void in their hearts.

I am incapable of loving any of my victims for I am a broken heart myself. It may appear to everyone that I have a good head on my shoulders and that I have my life put together. I have two jobs, one in which I am a manager in, I have a working car, and I live on my own in a house with two roommates. I smile, laugh and have a good time. Sad to say that is all a façade. My life isn’t as put together as I make it seem. Every day it hurts and every night I am alone I cry in pain. The soul of another holds my heart in her possessions while she lives on loving somebody else. It is a burden I have to live with for the time being, and it’s an extremely painful one at that. I can feel it hurts her too. Our souls are connected. When she hurts, I can feel it and when I hurt I know she can feel it too.

This girl, ____, broke my heart into a million pieces at one time and kept the pieces that I left behind. It was the worst feeling in the entire world and I never want anyone to experience the kind of pain ____ put me through, but I would zeal for them to feel the compassion and love that _____ gave me when we were together, because that was the most amazing feeling in the world.

It was the only time I have felt happy and complete.

So here’s to all those lost souls and broken hearts that yearn for my fill. I am ready for your pain and sorrow. I am ready to allow you to fall into a depressing love with me so as long as it makes you feel the way I felt when I was with her. I promise you, lost souls and broken hearts, that I will not put you through the pain and torture that I experience every single day. 

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